I feel kind of stagnant lately. I mean, I get up and go to work and come home and hang about at Cossack's place... every now and then I see some friends in between all that... I eat, sleep, get drunk... I'm not going anywhere, or getting anything done. I'm making money and paying the bills, surviving, but that's all. I don't even know what else I think I should be doing - I'm trying to write more, but it's not going very well so far. Ho hum...