I've barely slept the last few nights. I keep having dreams and then waking up at all hours, believing the dreams for a moment before I realise it wasn't real. I keep dreaming of conversations with Jon, and every time he says something I wake up wondering what it means, before remembering that the entire conversation was a product of my subconcious mind. I woke up at least four times last night, and probably more than that the night before. I feel very female at the moment...